Hangin in there.

I got to meet my beautiful son officially this morning around 4:30. I did see him after the delivery when I leaned up on the table to get a quick peak before they intubated him. He looked so pitiful at first. His heart rate had been kinda dropping the last few pushes and when he was born he was purple and his little mouth was open without any sound. At first I was worried he wasn't alive, but he pinked up and he was doing very well when I met him this morning. His blood gases were good. According to the doctor he is doing "great"... he said that twice, once when we spoke at 4 and once at 8, so I am assuming it is true. His sats were between 96-100 with the vent and he was really breathing over it. He is still trying to breathe over the vent. They have him on fentanyl but he is pretty stubborn and isn't wanting to rest too much. His pulmonary hypertension is doing well with the nitric oxide they are giving him.

I just saw him again about 30 mintues ago. They put a PICC line in this morning. They also had to add some dopamine for his blood pressure. Overall, they are still telling me that he is looking "great". I feel very relieved to hear this and am so glad to see him looking so well. Apparently the surgeons met this morning and think that if he continues to do this well they may do surgery on Saturday. I was very suprised to hear this and wasn't thinking about surgery talk at all.

Hopefully I will be able to get out of the hospital tomorrow. I am looking forward to going home and getting some rest and of course, coming back to see my little Hoss. He weighed 8 lbs 11 ozs last night and was 20 3/4 inches long. I appreciate all the prayers everyone has said and feel so lucky to have such a good support system. Plan to update tomorrow unless something happens tonight.